the blueshift journal
blueshift / ˈblo͞oˌSHift / noun
the displacement of the spectrum to shorter wavelengths in the light coming from distant celestial objects moving toward the observer.
PARTING HYMN
KATHRYN HARGETT
After Rachel Cruea
September fleshed by like a seaspray of ospreys,
& I didn’t eat enough seeds to be scraped away
like the inside of a cantaloupe. Instead, mother
feeds me pills & marrow bones, kneads my knuckles
like malas to keep herself from surrendering
into my skin. But it’s October now
& I want to become more than livable,
a pagoda of something more than cariprazine
& teeth. How many times have we built this body
again from deer hides, pinned pelts to the walls?
If only the stags knew they would become
habitable, house women within their bones.
I should apologize— I should have been more.
Mother wanted to be a hairdresser instead, to shave
antlers from my temples & rebow the curve
of my maw. But her hair is silvering like the spine
of a New Year fish, & mine will go in the white
flinch of November. One morning they will find
me sleeping in the storm drain, & Mother will
lay me to bed under a tessellation of plastic stars.
She will braid my hair with paper cranes & orchids
& dip my head into a basin of milk. Dors,
ma petite fille: dors, dors.