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FIELDNOTES

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it helps to observe from a distance:

the field, for instance,

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as a statement

 

the south has chosen to make,

the way whiteness too

is often rhetorical, as when an older student remarks

 

that in those beginning days

only he observed mlk’s holiday

 

and why was it that he did

while his black friends, working, did not

 

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2

in physics dark matter isn't “made”

of anything. it's a free citizen

 

that passes

unburdened through the field, through itself,

 

                        through you—

 

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3

sometimes love is a black dot

in a field

 

sometimes, suddenly

it is not.

 

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4

or how can black be

 

the absence

of all color? take this cruiser. see the light strike blue off the car like copper

                        through a fountain

 

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5

there is a difference between what is fair and what is just,

for instance,

 

it is fair

that i try

to love your skin even when it is not touching my own

 

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6

whiteness is an alibi, the way the officer was like a steam-

liner

 

            only I could see

 

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7

inside where nothing shows I am of course not black

but that does not matter

 

to the field

 

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8

some colors are indistinguishable

at night. put your hands behind your back

 

a different cop once asked me.

it was so sincere. he was so

 

polite

 

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9

as a boy you learn to know the inside

without being required to feel it

 

as when, even now, I understand a bucket

            or a hood

 

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10

he asks my girlfriend not if she is white

since even in this light

 

what we are is obvious

 

but instead the sheriff offers some western

philosophy: ma’am    he asks

are you here of your own free will

 

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11

look at the word black

on the paper

& you will see a certain black,            a kind,

 

a certainty,

 

or if you see nothing at all that of course

is a kind of black too

 

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12

whiteness can be anything, even

hyperbole. try this:

 

sit in a field. try reading

 

andrew jackson’s quotes on liberty.

now force them away from him.

attribute them to the children of his slaves

 

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13

by the road

my father showed me cotton

once

 

look at that

he said

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“Through a series of poignantly observed field notes, Keith Wilson looks racial injustice and white supremacy in the eye and cracks open a world where difference can be re-imagined through physics, color and observation. While ‘whiteness sometimes is a form itself / of hyperbole’, he reveals that ‘dark matter isn’t ‘made’ of anything. It’s a free citizen / that passes / unburdened / through the field.’ Fieldnotes is a poem to revisit again and again. It is a testament to poetry’s visionary power to transform the way we see the world.”

— Jess X Chen, poetry judge

PHOTO CREDIT: ALEX MEDIATE

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