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EVERY DAY IS THE ANNIVERSARY OF SOMEONE'S DEATH

The letters in Cortés’

name got thorns

in ‘em. Wind say

he hissed at all his

good angels ,

refused to grant

them anything but cotton.

So when he died,

bunch of the angels

plucked their wings

with knives &

spit on his name

& now

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his soul crawls

the country peering

through thickets;

can’t find master

for trying.

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Cortés is a dead man.

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The letters in Cortés’

name peel from his

gums a pulpy black

heart & wince. Once,

he sang a black girl’s

song and his mother

wept, hearing stones

holler at her for

weeks after, watching

the ground flinch

at the future’s plan

for its children.

Neither his

mother nor he

knew he would

charm geography

into a dress, leave

teeth marks.

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Cortés’ angels are dead, too.

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The letters in Cortés’

name conjure his

body through topsoil

every morning.

Crown of false skin

keeping him intact, 

he rides a sea

of horses with rocks

for teeth, reaches

Texas by nightfall.

 

& let

the warships

feast my flesh,

if they must,

for I am

but vessel;

mouths lit

with Sojourner’s song,

the peoples

of the earth

whom I have loved,

let them protection

from themselves;

let them

their eagle feathers

or wings

let them

their slaves

or names

I know not the difference.

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O, let them

crash naked

into my nations,

bearing

their gospel

and nonmagic.

A shadow

kind of people.

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& could we converge

upon the Gulf,

I could summon

curanderas

just to watch

them shiver

from the chant

of bodies

I left there

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 beings of the lowest order of the celestial hierarchy/the earth’s first siblings/dark flesh bodies/the holiest of the dirt

clan/odes to nothing/but the rush of air/against brow

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 apple in the garden/nature coopted/

for evil’s bid/

pulled from its husk/to dance

in the hands/of its kin/

indigenous crop/

black hand crop/

everyman’s cousin

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 in 1519/Mexico

branded its first

black slaves/Malinke/

Soninke/Wolof/

Soso/Bantu/

cotton grinned/

a white man’s/

grin/spread its

mouth/from

the Yucatán/

to California/

before anything

was named/it

was bled

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 unwanted/by

earth

the cruel rise/only

in death

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 perched on a

cactus/sprouting

from a rock/it

welcomed

the grandparents/

of Aztecs/to their

future throne/

raised its wings/flew

600 years

til it sang/its name

into a flag/

& the children

of the conquest/

sustos and all/

used its feathers

to lick/their

wounds/while

the children

of Britain/stitched

the bird/onto

the chests/of African

slaves/and said,

“no one/

will know us/

as liars/so

will/you

have no names/

either”

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 curanderos/say

the west/is

the direction

of grief/water/

and woman/imagine

being/all three

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“‘The West/is the direction of grief / water / and woman,’ writes Ariana Brown, as she calls us to “imagine being / all three.’ In Everyday is the Anniversary of Someone’s Death—a poem told through foot notes—she creates a haunting and brave space where this imagination is possible. In Ariana’s poetry, the forgotten cost and violent history of every word—the gulf, the eagle feather, and cotton is revealed. She sharply welds the poetic form and turns colonial history on it’s head, and in that turning—the voices of Black and Indigenous ancestors and the Earth rise from the dead and sing with dignity and grace.” 

— Jess X Chen, poetry judge

PHOTO CREDIT: ALEX MEDIATE

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