the blueshift journal
blueshift / ˈblo͞oˌSHift / noun
the displacement of the spectrum to shorter wavelengths in the light coming from distant celestial objects moving toward the observer.
Plan B
Noah Jung
Stemming from my
throat is the long
handle
of a kitchen knife, the one with ridged
edges on the blade. I pucker
my lips tightly,
so you won’t
grab the knife
by where it could gut
small animals. Babies.
Stray
cats. This silence
saves. Water
slips over our hands
as we crouch near a faucet,
the wet
grass pressing
against our ankles
a scenic
illusion. I watch you,
quiet
and dark,
flexing your fingers
under the cold
rush of water,
trying to hold
in your hands Wednesday
night, dancers
with pretty hips,
a softness​ y​ou're not
capable
of comprehending. You reassured
me at first, explained
it was how boys
resurrected
as men, girls were
sculpted
into women, and I, the letters
spanning from A to Z, could
metastasize. The
knife sleeps
childÂ-
heavy in my
breathing.
I could have been loved in public.