the blueshift journal
blueshift / ˈblo͞oˌSHift / noun
the displacement of the spectrum to shorter wavelengths in the light coming from distant celestial objects moving toward the observer.
Playing Tornado
Jenny Molberg
The Great Mouth flicks its tongue
and drinks from me: its rootlet,
fingers half-hearted in the plains’ dirt.
This is how I wanted to go,
winded, struck and drunk by sky. I am a staff
and the cattle are sea, a water-wall of black and white,
galloping V. But, this never really happens.
A furious beauty, my teacher says, looking through
the skylight that doesn’t break.
The Great Mouth says I’m clairvoyant.
It’s what I want to hear. He says I’ll sing,
but I am no singer. Remember our game?
The haul of towels and dolls and Easter baskets
scattered across the lawn like limbs.
My sister’s arms were propellers, her mouth
a fledgling’s, drinking from the storm’s open wormhole.
She received the greening sky as the needled face
of a prickly pear. I stayed inside. I was jinxed:
I’d seen a ghost, a girl on the merry-go-round;
I was sure she’d seen me. Sure some god
would dip his spoon of wind into the living room.
Sure he would take my body and make it his.
Take it, I thought. Take me, when I watched my sister cross
the street. And later, on the tree swing, when
the branch creaked, groaned, and in the split-second
before it fell, I saved only myself. I hate
this memory; the wind had come shouting
from her lungs, her asking eyes.
Later, I wrote my wish and slipped the paper
in the rubber neck of a green balloon.
That wish, to open the heart’s airy cavern: no more
to lose. I held my broken promise in my hands and blew.